I can't talk to you. You just can't see through to anything I do. I just wish I could tell you. How much do you know? I can never tell. I'm sick of writing songs about killing myself.
I close my eyes and remember all the times you said, "I promise things will get better." But they still haven't yet. I don't blame you, but I blame someone. I'm still stuck here.
I keep trying to forget all those things that happened, I just can't. Time to unclench my fists. You just can't imagine how I live.