What once we believed to be so glorious and freeing's just a crutch and in retrospect the good times that we've had don't seem so worth it when I'm wakin' up in cold sweat shakin' on some stranger's white leather couch with a head full of regrets
I've made up my bed now i guess it's time to sleep swaddled up in sterile white sheets I'm losin' touch
Little blue pills to help me sleep don't like my life so i take seven when i drink wake up in the AM still shakin' from the mayhem with the door off of its hinge
Call me lady vodka there's only three tears I can shed weary and broken but just can't rest well in this bed ink stained carpets and stolen cars I gave you everything and all you gave me were these scars
i fucking hate you i fucking hate you goddamn i love you goddamn i love you but we both know if we ever stick together we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy but the skies are grey you are my heroin but there's an abscess goddamn me missed the vein
She's scratchin'' her pen through the pages in her notebook scratching' the blade of her knife into her hip (at least they're hidden) a quarter of our lives gone by knees nailed to the ground begging for more
Forcin' that needle in his vein forcin' that liquor down his throat (well that's just how i cope) quarter of our lives gone by knees nailed to the ground begging for more