oh father, mother, i'm sorry for what I'VE DONE still slobbering on MY THUMBS knees tremble, i'm SO SCARED oh brother, sister, it's time to WAVE FAREWELL lace up the beat-up SHOES i dashed out for THE WILD YEAAH!! -- everything that i PRESENT is more than i can CREATE anything that seems so RIGHT could be just a nail in THE SHAFT i silently asked MYSELF "could you love without LOOKING BACK?" scissors IN MY HAND colors IN YOUR FACE let me take it ALL APART!! longing for REASON for the WISDOM astonish me, sing it at your WILL nothing but PERCEPTION INTELLECTION why not? I DON'T KNOW!! distress of TOMORROW INTERVENTION stand up and ROCK IT to the WORLD ashes that FALL infect my WOUNDS let it all START AGAIN!! -- so long, ALL MY FRIENDS professor MISTER YVES my heart is beating FAST drools down the neck CONFUSED tell me mister right what you have SEEN SO FAR quietly he answered, "life is just a BITCH" tell me mister nice what you have FELT SO FAR grabbed my neck he shouted, "lifeless as a FUCK" it's just not ENOUGH to hold me off the CURIOUS take a KNIFE IN HAND stab my HEART AGAIN until nothing to EXCRUCIATE longing for REASON for the WISDOM astonish me, sing it at your WILL nothing but PERCEPTION INTELLECTION why not? I DON'T KNOW!! distress of TOMORROW INTERVENTION stand up and ROCK IT to the WORLD ashes that FALL infect my WOUNDS let it all ESCAPE AWAY -- there's nothing to CRY FOR, nothing to CRY FOR what i got is a BARRICADE scenarios CONTROLLED emotions OUTFLOWED now my lips SO COLD so back in the SHADOW, follow the ARROWS you will find me in a CAGE i've got NO HOME all by MYSELF nowhere TO BELONG YEAAAHH!! ALIVE, YOU SAY? AAA, SHUT UP!! all i have is a CREATURE to BLAME integrity I PRAY cheat on the MISTAKES with my words WELL SAID i can't EXPLAIN i MASTERBATE i'm just a DOLL without a BRAIN he's TORN AWAY what's left to RESTRAIN TOKYO TEDDY BEAR -- in fallen NIGHT AND DAYS a corpse of mine will EXPLAIN as long as you could SMILE i'm not the toy you would LOVE