Oh father mother, I’m sorry for what I’ve done Still slobbering on my thumbs knees tremble I’m so scared Oh brother sister, it’s time to wave farewell Lace up the beat up shoes I dashed out for the wild Everything that I present is more than I can create Anything that seems alright, could just be a nail in the shaft I silently asked myself “could you love without looking back?” Scissors in my hands Colours in your face Let me take it all apart Longing for reason For the Wisdom Astonish me sing it at your will Nothing but perception Intellection why not? I don’t know! Destress of tomorrow intervention Stand up and rock it to the world Ashes that falls into my wound Let it all start again So long all my friends, Professor Mr. Yves My heart is beating fast Drools down the neck confused Tell me Mr. Right what have you seen so far? Quietly he answered “life is just a bitch” Tell me Mr. Nice what have you felt so far? Grabbed my neck he shouted “lifeless as a fuck!” It’s just not enough to hold me off the curious Take a knife in hand Stab me in my heart again Until nothing to excruciate Longing for reason For the Wisdom Astonish me sing it at your will Nothing but perception Intellection why not? I don’t know! Destress of tomorrow intervention Stand up and rock it to the world Ashes that falls infect my wound Let it all escape away There’s nothing to cry for, nothing to cry for what I got is a barricade Scenarios controlled emotions outflow now my lips so cold So back in the shadows follow the arrows you will find me in a cage I’ve got no home all by myself nowhere to belong Alive you say? Ah shut up all I have is a creature to blame Integrity I pray cheat on the mistakes in my words well said I can’t explain I must Debate I’m just a doll without a brain He tore away what’s left to restrain Tokyo Teddy bear In the fallen night and days, a corpse of mine will explain As long as you could smile, I’m not the toy you would love