The emptiness is absolute Submerged in bleak despondency Mind shattered and body broken I don't feel much of anything Life is torture Defiled in essence Existence is pain Cursed by affliction Black infestation Devours from within My defences breached I'm ripped asunder Beyond degradation Beyond humiliation Beyond mutilation Beyond redemption What's the use? Is there any point? I hold my fate in my own hands I just don't give a fuck any more How could this happen to me? Now I'm lost in dejection Deprived of all hope By this caustic vexation I welcome exquisite death The luxurious oblivion Of the eternal slumber Decays tender embrace