i didn't let it inter fear with you new lives and friendships darling my inability to shake the suffering to stop my brain from turning round my heart is filling up with dread i have lost you and i know it now the water is rising in my chest i'm becoming it i'm becoming you send the secret back to me my love i need to know now petal are you there? acheing under your bed clothes and postcards so this, this is what we've done to us killed the newness we share excuses words and minds and everything is dead tonight so ill make my money and buy me love a new know human chaos for everything its economical in a love economy to cut our loss to manage damages i'm economical i'm a love economy im not the winner youre the killer or am i the killer? im a number and im a liar im the killer i set the fire im a number and im a liar