soo hard to look myself in the eye, peer soo deeply to whats hiding inside true evil that i never thought, to hurt after all those times i've been hurt and now i'm retracing all my steps, drawing back all my breaths until my death my brother and me, my mother and me...all those childhood memories
why the fuck can't i find my way forgive all these sins i can't afford to pay its been too long since i've lost my way forced to sit back and watch my life decay
the pain is too real, soo many scars i can't help but feel helpless feeling falls over me like being stabbed and stabbed repeatedly
sob story plays out before my eyes regret that makes me feel less than alive empty hole in my heart where my lies could hide painted image of the world that i'm locked inside
until my last my goal is to stay alive survival of the fit only the strong survive so i'll swing and swing until i spit my last forever i walk down this dead end path
forever i walk alone forever i walk alone forever i walk alone forever i walk alone
forever i walk alone, my mind is an ocean and i'll sink like a stone i can't bear this cross these thorns as i follow the reaper down this path alone