i don’t even know myself at all i thought I would be happy by now the more i try to push it i realise i’ve gotta let go of control gotta let it happen it’s just a spark but it’s enough to keep me going and when its dark out no ones around it keeps glowing
every night i try my best to dream tomorrow makes it better and i wake up to the cold reality not a thing is changed but it will happen gotta let it happen
it’s just a spark but it’s enough to keep me going and when it’s dark out no one’s around it keeps glowing
and the salt in my wounds isn’t burning any more than it used to its not that i don’t feel the pain it’s just i’m not afraid of hurting anymore and the blood in these veins isn’t pumping any less than it ever has and that’s the hope i have the only thing i know that’s keeping me alive gonna let it happen
it’s just a spark but it’s enough to keep me going and when its dark out no one’s around it keeps glowing