I wasn’t afraid to watch you change me And now you’ve made me more a mess than I’ve ever been I’m numb to the words “I’m sorry” thanks to you
I don’t want to be content with my present I want to be in love with my future I’m not saying I’m the only kid to ever grow up I just wanna know what makes it so hard
I’ll wait for you to wake up and realize something’s missing I won’t bother to love in your direction anymore
I’ll wait for you when the sun comes up I felt the wind at my back And I remember what brought me here in the first place This is the way that you left me I still remember thinking of how you made me feel But you’ll just disappear And expect me to be okay with that But you taught me how to forget
Lately I’ve been in this place that I don’t really want to be Opposites may attract but attraction isn’t everything Sometimes I talk to myself at night to make sure everything’s alright You left me screaming at the walls of my bedroom but even they can’t see in the dark
You put a love in me that you couldn’t seem to take with you when you left Now it’s something I can’t seem to repeat anywhere else No matter how hard I try I just wanted to be back in your thoughts In that place of comfort where I found a sense of home