When you prey in silence And see our Jesus stagger Awake! Take a perfumed candle And use life like a dagger I'm your accidental protg The gift, the blood The thrownaway The silver chain has broken? Goals and dreams fulfill With emptiness with instinct With impurity and will I'm your accidental protg The grave, the love The yesterday In this, my year of three winters Where orchards fade, fade And fall Like loaf of love's New bake Fallen, beautiful, adored? I'm your accidental protg The gift, the blood The thrownaway I though I found a paradise But, paradise came and wept Like the wind through the Winter's woods It cowed and took a breath I'm your accidental protg The grave, the love The yesterday