There's a war inside my head, a pain beyond words. A cruel transformation of my whole dying being. This weak chrysalis... I must leave it now. The apparitions seem so real but I don't have the force to scream. Madness flows in my rotten veins, I see spikes growing on my flesh. Vultures are eating my entrails, rats are devouring my eyes. Yet I am able to watch this motionless black goat. It has always been there, what is it waiting for? While my body was burning once again, an unknown feeling struck me. I believe it is called \"pleasure\" ; I enjoyed suffering for the first time. The goat is now smiling to me, and horror is replaced by joy. I passed initiation rites. Insanity has become my evil will. Vultures are eating my entrails, rats are devouring my eyes. Yet I am able to watch this motionless black goat. It has always been there, I know what He was waiting for. There's a war inside my head, a pain beyond words. A cruel transformation of my whole dying being. This weak chrysalis... I must leave it now. While my body was burning once again, an unknown feeling struck me. I believe it is called \"pleasure\" ; I enjoyed suffering for the first time. My life of misery is dead, I will follow Satan's path. Blackness inside my soul, coldness inside my heart.