LATE NIGHT, STILL SLEEPLESS THINKING HOW UNMOVED I WAS WITH THAT TAPE THAT SHOWED YOU IN A BRAND NEW WAR UNIFORM YOU NEVER SHOWED ANY KIND OF DISTRESS YOU SMILED ON PICTURES BUT IT WAS TO IMPRESS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS WHOSE BODIES BARELY GREW TAKEN FROM THE SCHOOLYARDS SO THEY NEVER KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF BEING THEIR KID AND WHAT IT ACTUALLY MEANS TO KILL A BEING STILL THEY'RE LEAVING THEIR MOTHERS ARE GRIEVING DID THEY PREPARE THEM FOR THE KILLING BUT STILL THINK ABOUT THAT TAPE HOW COULD YOU HAVE BEEN SO COLD