I disappeared under... the sea And I would surface again And I would start to drown again And I would surface again Come up again And then I would go down into the water And I had the sensation that I was going to drown And it was frightening and suffocating My clothes were dragging me back It was all around me, this water, and I didn't like it.
And I began to feel very frightened
...seemed to go down and down and down My clothes were dragging me back It was very dark and very deep The sea is very deep I seemed to be drowning
I *am* going to drown! And I thought, well it's no use trying to think I'm not, er, going to drown; I *am* going to drown! And it was frightening and suffocating
No reflection in the water
I was in the water And it was a feeling as though the water was coming towards me And I began to feel very frightened
And being that I can't swim and afraid of water It seemed a greater fear
And then I would go down into the water and the sea seemed vast and there weren't many waves: it wasn't a stormy sea, but it was a frightening sea. And there were sort of bluey colours, bluey-greeny colours And it was all colours like the rainbow as if there was a light shining behind it And then I would shout and say "I won't do it, I won't do it" And I would surface again I saw a cloud of spray ... rising high up into the air and it was all colours like the rainbow as if there was a light shining behind it.
I saw a cloud of spray And I had the sensation that I was going to drown And I would surface again and I would start to drown again And I would surface again, come up again Then I would go down into the water And I had this sensation that I was going to drown And it was frightening and suffocating. It was all around me, this water, and I didn't like it And I began to feel very frightened I must tell my mother!
All I can remember is falling into the water It was very dark and falling down and down and down It was very dark and very deep and I seemed to be drowning I must tell my mother! My clothes were dragging me back
The sea is very deep. I'd go into the sea and then I go right down to the bottom and there is some land there. The land at the bottom of the sea
It's very still, it's flat. No reflection in the water. Lovely clear water The water looked to be rather, sort of, bluey And I didn't like it.
And suddenly all this water became full of other people and other things all falling. Full of other people and other things all falling, all going downwards the same as I was and chairs and tables and things like this and all these people were all floating downwards through this water and chairs and tables and things like this And I put my arms up and tried to catch hold of them And I began to feel very frightened
I was in the water and it was a feeling as though the water was coming towards me And being that I can't swim and afraid of water it seemed a greater fear. And as I sort of pushed back and I felt I was pushing back the water, so I felt the mud in my hands. And then I seemed to be clearing the mud which was really saturated with water. And as I pushed and pushed so I came across something and I was still pushing and I knew it was somebody. And I felt them. I could feel the shoulders then the face And then I could feel this tin hat. And as I pushed the hat one side, the helmet one side so I could see my youngest brother's face. And then I felt him, and I knew a little about first aid And I felt him, felt down the body And as I got to the hip he more or less shuddered And I could see by his face that he was in pain Even though he had the mud and stuff on it. I pushed the hat back and I thought to myself,