I tried hard to convince you That I loved you but dissed you Plus I put all our issues against you I might be a bitch for this but fuck it I miss you Your face is just a memory We don't even talk you're not even a friend to me I say I'm ok but who am I kidding I just to pretend to be I put on a smile for the world But I'm dying indefinitely It's been a year since we last spoke I called you a bitch and you called me an asshole When I fell in love with you my face hit the asphalt Your heart is as cold as Alaska And I don't have a fat coat You cut my insides out with no lab coat And now I'm drowning myself with this jack coke Drinking my ass to sleep cuz I can't cope I hope you're doing great babe but I'm sad though I made a quarter mill but I'm flat broke And my life song just hit a half note im just calling to see how are youre probably still mad at me i still cant believe we drifted apart im still looking for the pieces you ripped from my heart so what do i do now alone as i sit back and live in the dark? can i sing something? it might not mean nothing to you but to me it means the whole wide world so please pumpkin listen without mean mugging im sorry for the shit i put you through ok now are we fucking? i mean, im kidding I'm joking i wrote this hoping you would forgive me nothing more nothing less nothing sketchy no need to call the police to arrest me this isnt stalking its just me talking about whats on my chest see i just kinda miss you i know its time to take a hike anyways thats all i have to say tonight i pray you have the greatest life i really do and i deeply mean it next life ill be sure to be nicer to you and take your wounds n clean 'em