I cant explain why i lose control at certain times I feel the rage welling up inside i cannot hide it It’s like a wave and its frightening how it washes over The things i say often piercing so out of order The hate subsides im wondering how it came to this I search my mind but it offers up no explanation What in my life has created all this pent-up anger One things for sure i really need to find the answers
I won’t ever back down or have the strength to walk away I can’t hold back, I speak my mind Don’t know if i can change, it’s just the way i am
Its like this, it’s like that, you tell me You’re giving me opinions and your point i just can’t see it Direct result inevitably is that i confront you And now were getting into this thing, know what it will come to? Reaching the boiling point as it is getting overheated
Im arguing straight back i know that i won’t be defeated failing to listen cos i wont admit i may be wrong been used to getting all my own way now for far too long
I won’t ever back down or have the strength to walk away I can’t hold back, I speak my mind Don’t know if i can change, it’s just the way i am
I don’t know where this all comes from Why i lose it all from nothing Is it a deep rooted nature Can i blame my father i don’t know
Why can’t i find a little bit of strength to walk away