at night the screaming trains announce their presence past the slumber of dogs that bark through the fences around here the wind can always whip right through the cracks between the plywood and posters and relics of things Id forget otherwise oh fragments of disjointed lives and I lived them in solitude lived through the lies and the ghosts that I've scattered on bead spreads and front steps are tearing through my door tonight that place I wish I'd seen it burn I know the flames were dancing and licking the rooftops where nothing was right I'd cry wish I'd fucking cry I know the ways my thoughts can unravel all echoing leftover sentiments oh what a high woah sick swelling ocean bring me back to life I'll rip down these walls if you'll just hold me tight but the heat is so big and the air is so dry and I can't ever sleep in the night