Wrapped in the pain that you gave to me I got lost inside the maze of my memory Deep in my heart I die without cease For my lover ran away to find release And if I had to do it again Would I make it right And if I had to lose it again Would I hold you tight Forgive me I was blind To the world outside I was unkind To the world outside of me Feed me the right words dead to the world For days on end I cried for my little girl Scattered my ashes all over the sea Curled up in the debris you left of me And if I had to do it again Would it turn out fine And if I had to lose it again Would I call you mine To dream of a world made for me and you Was such a lovely thing to do