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The insanity seems to have finally passed and the asylum now must be in the past yet I’m still wondering whether or not I have actually left that infamous resort; cuz sometimes I do experience visions in which I still suffer from psycho condition and the whole story of the Asylum Redemption is nothin' but the story OF self deception…
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Today I realised: I live overseas! Well, that's a surprise! When was I released? But was I imprisoned? If yes then by whom? And what was the reason? Answers lie in the gloom... To reconstruct all the events I'll go backwards in time from “service” on British lands to that \"confinement\" o' mine: 1) so, here I am on the plane, my home is left far behind, but if you cut open my brain \"home\" is in every thought you will find; 2) ON to life with my love, she is what fuels my heart… yet my \"educational path” simply tears us apart; 3) and now I’m again in the UK, Oxford is under my feet, even though I feel astray, I decide not to recede; 4) this time I’m back on the land where I was born and grew up, here I sign the consent for joining immigrants club. No sing of Asylum so far, I must have just missed it… as long AS we regard that it has ever existed!
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Storytelling is over, let’s get down to business: I have really got nowhere with my reminiscence and the reason being that the Asylum is fake, but the concept of going mad is not “art for art’s sake”! I mean how else to explain making self-sacrifice with almost no gain, for quite a dubious prize? A long story short - I started losing my mind before moving abroad, where my state has declined: once, for example, I got advertised on “Rap News”, I had to make that “one shot”, but somehow I refused, also I didn’t seize a chance to join “WagWan production”, I chose medical exams over this life’s benefaction; and there ARE many more of such weird decisions of which I deplore both as man and musician, one may even draw a conclusion that I’m properly ill… If so, could it be a delusion that Asylum ain’t real?
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There is another issue which nonetheless I managed TO forget to address, by this issue I MEAN almost three silent years that have already passed since my disappearance; the main question now: who IS one to blame? I have balls to admit - I must be the main aim,
yet there ARE other targets at this “shooting range”… so, brace yourself, Scady, I will HAVE my revenge!
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But what if it’s better for truth to stay unknown
At long last no matter what I have undergone
Provided I’m here and ready fooor the fight…
The rest is a mere game of my twisted mind.

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