Diagnose Lebensgefahr - Obducentens Dröm | Текст песни

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I dunno... I can't go on drinking forever. I don't count on living past 30. I'll be 28 soon. Okay. Maybe there's one year left at the outside. I don't give a shit... I'll either try to kick, or just go on for a while... You win or you lose. I've got a lot left in me, though. I'm not finished yet. I'm still alive and kicking. I've still got a taste for life. I have a good time. It's a ball...

- What are they like, the tricks you meet?
- Most of them come from rich side of town. I've had lots of those as regulars. Well, they've got the money. They drive around in their cruisers. But I'll tell you a story. I met guy on the street. We made a deal. We'd go and buy rubbers and then we'd go in this doorway and right up to the top and... I'd get the money. Everything is arranged, right? And he says: "I'm not gonna use a rubber." "But you just bought it", I say. Then I don't remember anymore. My head hit the floor. I got such a shock. It just happened so suddenly, understand? A helluva thump. I just fell to the floor like this and hit my head. I tried to crawl away from him. But he was after me the whole time, kicking at me. I had to have my Fallopian tubes removed after that. I crawled down the stairs. And he followed me the whole time, kicking. He mainly kicked me in the stomach. I was wearling white trousers when I went up with him... When I came down to the street the cops came and drove me to hospital... The doctor didn't know what color my trousers were. I was just covered in blood. He's a company director, his own firm. He has employees and two small kids and he lives in a house in the suburbs. He's got everything. And I don't think he had any trouble with his wife. It was just that he had this thing. I could never dream... He had everything. His wife never turned him down. She said so in court. So he wasn't dying for it. So there wasn't really any reason for him to do this to me. I was pregnant, too. Three months.
- Did you miscarry?
- What do you think? When you're on morphine your periods stop coming. So I tired like hell to get pregnant. So I get pregnant after all these years. You destroy quite a lot, you know. Well, physically everything stops functioning. But then I get pregnant. There just aren't any words... What a cunt... There's a difference between being a cunt and having one! I just can't find words to describe him. I can't have kids now. They took out my tubes. It hit me real hard, psychologically. It was then I started cracking up a lot of speed because I thought: "I don't give a fuck any more."

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