I miss you-it's been so long-how are you- l'm fine-been out her so long-I remember us together-so green there-so black there- I just wonder how long I can go on-I think of you always-I think of mother and patepa and gordon- is he ok- I live in dreams now and try to remember every detail of the past-I try to make a perfect memory of everything that has gone before-now so far away from life-how many in the hole now, falling off the earth like old men with no history-do you remember-was I ever there or am I dreaming-you must remember for me because I'm losing days-help me o'er that bridge it is too far-I can not make it-one step two steps-three steps-am I breathing-is this a god I see crawling to my grave on hands and knees and falling falling falling out of llight and into darkness-hold me hold me ghosts of love and lovely eyes can hold me in the sun when life is done my angel are you there can you hear me I am far away but not too far for dreams- your face your face-grab me by the hand I will show you where I am-darkness darkness-feel the wind my angel are you there-hear my breathing- I am near you waiting waiting see me smiling smiling Sun is everywhere... Now they take me down the Stairs... slowly, slowly-hold me, hold me near... is that my judge? He sees me...