I never thought that it would end like this I never wished for this burden of mine like a splinter I fall of every word that is said a hopeless shadow in closing longing for my release
As I embrace the separation of flesh and of soul a placid life turns to dust I will depart
Like a well within my deepest wrath ripping through me like a plague of pain bursting out my cage of glass I scorn life
Sever my heart rip my soul shred this useless life of mine I can't bear these scars no more I'm falling down I'm burning my soul you can have this pain of mine you can have it all I'm forever unbound
So many hours of fear loathing and remorse entangled in this web of self-denial like a venomous thorn in my heart silence fell with eyes wide shut failing the grace eternal