I'm not praying for rain, no I'm not praying for much of anything as of late It's just this whole mess of time That's going out of its way to pass me by
I couldn't put myself to sleep As the wind held its breath from my sheets It all felt so stale But more than anything, it just seemed pointless It feels like
I want a good reason to feel bored ‘Cause I feel guilty, I feel cheap
All at once I miss all of you But I can't figure out how to tell you Without feeling desperate or alone I miss all of you I just needed you to know
Somewhere in the middle of all my reasoning I shook like a forest of dead wood Screaming out the back door I exhale. My throat’s burning up It’s so dark out here without the lights on
I would give up on myself Before I gave up on anyone