A family's gotta stick together yeah? a family's like a gun, you point it in the wrong direction, you're gonna kill somebody. okay. complete dissarray. see this pin?-- love. --pull that. 8 seconds 5 minutes 10 days 10 years hmm do you understand? 20 years of my life,-- time wrecked --destroyed by dissappointment. like clockwork it's really simple to reconstruct it's my fault I think about you sometimes sorta special or som.. I don't even consider myself a part of the family ..to think that changes anything anything i need a miracle 'cause I don't think anything's gonna help all does what's the point of thinking about that now? I think about you all the time time Makes me feel,completely different, I dunno-- is that why you're still here? --sorta special or something rain you're so perfect? you know that's not true. time I go over it in my head and I like to wake up,and.. I'm so tired! I don't sleep. Have you ever had a dream? I'm sorry I can't dream anymore Ever had that feeling-- time went by really fast --where you're not sure if you're awake,or still dreaming? yeah because then wake up in the hospital wake up and there'd be nothing feel like throwing up I feel like smashing things up. I feel like smashing things up! I feel like crying screaming alone screaming It's too bright in here.
time what about me!? what about you. disappear no lies remember would you play that? this morning I woke up,and what am I doing here? I don't feel,anything. I don't hate love. magic magic I woke up early evening still dreaming and there'd be nothing time how old are you? 25 grow old too fast. June 18 summer 19 76 it was a beautiful day June 18 summer 19 76 it was a beautifiul day