planning funerals and laughing too hard at jokes that aren't funny
remember when you laughed about growing old? as if you thought it was some kind of joke i don't wanna see a light inside your eyes that is gone when tomorrow pours in with sunlight
and i won't make it to your funeral because i'll be too busy planning mine we are not destined to die we're destined to live our whole damned lives
and i won't make peace with this because i, i'm so mad of all the things to take you out of here why couldn't you have picked the one that took my hand