II. ABOUT TO CRASH - [lyrics by John Petrucci] [05:51]
She can't stop pacing She never felt so alive Her thoughts are racing Set on overdrive
It takes a village This she knows is true they're expecting her And she's got work to do
He helplessly stands by It's meaningless to try As he rubs his red-rimmed eyes He says I've never seen her get this bad
Even though she seems so high He knows that she can't fly and when she falls out of the sky He'll be standing by
She was raised in a small midwestern town By a charming and eccentric loving father She was praised as the perfect teenage girl And everyone thought highly of her
And she tried everyday With endless drive To make the grade Then one day She woke up to find The perfect girl Had lost her mind
Once barely taking a break Now she sleeps the days away She helplessly stands by It's meaningless to try All she wants to do is cry No one ever knew she was so sad
Cause even though she gets so high And thinks that she can fly She will fall out of the sky But in the face of misery She found hopefulness Feeling better She had weathered This depression
Much to her advantage She resumed her frantic pace Boundless power Midnight hour She enjoyed the race
III. WAR INSIDE MY HEAD - [lyrics by Mike Portnoy] [02:08]
Napalm showers Showed the cowards We weren't there to mess around
Through heat exhaustion And mind distortion A military victory mounted on innocent ground
Hearing voices from miles away Saying things never said Seeing shadows in the light of the day Waging a war inside my head
Years and years of Bloodshed and warfare Our mission was only to get in and kill
A free vacation Of palmtrees and shrapnel Trading innocence for permanent psychotic hell
Hearing voices from miles away Saying things never said Seeing shadows in the light of the day Waging a war inside my head
Feeling strangers staring my way Reading minds never read Tasting danger with each word I say Waging a war inside my head
IV. THE TEST THAT STUMPED THEM ALL - [lyrics by Mike Portnoy] [05:03]
Standing in the darkness Waiting for the light The smell of pure adrenaline Burning in the night
Random blinding flashes Aiming at the stage Intro tape begins to roll Igniting sonic rage
Still they keep me between these hollow walls Hoping to find in me The answers to the test that stumped them all
"The boy is simply crazy Suffering from delusions We honestly think that maybe He might need an institution
He lives in a world of fiction And really could use some help We have just the place to fix him To save him from himself"
Curled up in the darkness Searching for the light The smell of stale sweat and shit Streaming through the night
Random urine testing Pills red, pink and blue Counseling and therapy Providing not a clue
Still they keep me between these hollow walls Hoping to find in me The answers to the test that stumped them all
"We can't seem to find the answers He seemed such a clear cut case We cannot just let him leave here And put all this work to waste
Why don't we try shock treatment It really might do some help We have just the tools to fix him To save him from himself"
V. GOODNIGHT KISS - [lyrics by Mike Portnoy] [06:17]
Goodnight kiss in your nightgown Lavender in your bed So innocent as you lie down Sweet dreams that run through your head
Are you lonely without Mommy's love? I want you to know I'd die for that moment You're just a poor girl Afraid of this cruel world Taken away from it all