Six Degrees Of Inner Turbulence (disk 1) 2002: I. The Glass Prison
I. REFLECTION
Cunning, Baffling, Powerful Been beaten to a pulp Vigorous, Irresistable Sick and tired and laid low Dominating, Invincible Black-out, loss of control Overwhelming, Unquenchable I'm powerless, have to let go
I can't escape it It leaves me frail and worn Can no longer take it Senses tattered and torn
Hopeless surrender Obsession's got me beat Losing the will to live Admitting complete defeat
Fatal Descent Spinning around I've gone too far To turn back round
Desperate attempt Stop the progression At any length Lift this obsession
Crawling to my glass prison A place where no one knows My secret lonely world begins
So much safer here A place where I can go To forget about my daily sins
Life here in my glass prison A place I once called home Fall in nocturnal bliss again
Chasing a long lost friend I no longer can control Just waiting for this hopelessness to end
II. RESTORATION
Run - fast from the wreckage of the past A shattered glass prison wall behind me Fight - past walking through the ashes A distant oasis before me
Cry - desperate crawling on my knees Begging God to please stop the insanity Help me - I'm trying to believe Stop wallowing in my own self pity
"We've been waiting for you my friend The writing's been on the wall All it takes is a little faith You know you're the same as us all"
Help me - I can't break out this prison all alone Save me - I'm drowning and I'm hopeless on my own Heal me - I can't restore my sanity alone
Enter the door Desperate Fighting no more Help me restore To my sanity At this temple of hope
I need to learn Teach me how Sorrow to burn Help me return To humanity I'll be fearless and thorough To enter this temple of hope
Believe Transcend the pain Living the life Humility Opened my eyes This new odyssey Of rigorous honesty
Serenity I never knew Soundness of mind Helped me to find Courage to change All the things that I can
"We'll help you perform this miracle But you must set your past free You dug the hole, but you can't bury your sole Open your mind and you'll see"
Help me - I can't break out this prison all alone Save me - I'm drowning and I'm hopeless on my own Heal me - I can't restore my sanity alone
III. REVELATION
Way off in the distance I saw a door I tried to open I tried forcing with all of my will and still [NOTE: the "and" is actually ] The door wouldn't open [replaced with "but" in this line]
Unable to trust in my faith I turned and walked away I looked around, felt a chill in the air Took my will and turned it over
The glass prison which once held me is now gone ["now" is not heard in this line ] A long lost fortress Armed only with liberty And the key of my willingness
Fell down on my knees and prayed "Thy will be done" I turned around, saw a light shining through The door was wide open