This is my cancer that spreads into my veins. It grabbed a hold of my thoughts and left me physically drained. Am I nothing but obsessions that left my body as a shell? I’ve become a distant stranger, far from the kid I used to be. I am your profit. Make money off my misery. Feed my delusions of the man I strive to be. I am at your disposal. That’s what you wanted all along. That’s what you wanted all along. When I sleep at night I pray for comfort that one day I’ll find what it is I’m looking for. You make me destructive.