harbor thoughts of being strong, but the fact is they'er all gone. i end up with less. still i give, give, till there's nothing left.
there's no right and no truth behind me at any time. i break my wrists too freely, to feel something. there's no light and no hope, this clarity hurts my eyes. i watched it happen to us, something fatal. a dead body with every word, with its arms outstretched.
i know it's hard but please don't give up. i know it's hard but we can't give up.
i want this dead or just to discredit the fact that nothing's changing and there's never closure.
i'm done with screaming i don't belong here but my disgust in everyone/everything keeps me hanging upside down with my eyes filled with blood and apathy. my heart's on fire, there's nothing left here. just the night and more night. it's paralyzing, this absent feeling, i know i can't move when my heart's all fucked up. it keeps me hanging upside down with my eyes filled with blood and apathy.