A vast ache shivers my flesh Noises interfere with the joy of my indulgence of self Fear devastates the memory of past When there was a time of control
Not shattered bricks from a shattered picture The great grief of one self is a reflection of one's affliction The ever knowing emotion we have named subconsciousness For the day will still be as grey and empty as the next
No light to be seen nor any sign of relief The stranglehold of my mind continues to elude me Leaving me in a space of darkness A time of regret Shattered pieces from a shattered life
I weep in the smile of an insane Cold caresses carve 'I will love myself forever' But forever is lost
Therefore I shed the tears of blood upon an open grave