It took years for the smoke to fade and peel away finally I gaze with clarity I’ve been waiting for this moment so patiently I see what I’ve become and I feel is shame no love, no relief so I slave to the bottle and chase it with grief your God can’t help, get the fuck out my face your ignorance won’t let you understand what it’s like to be crushed beneath the weight of the world
This punishment, the consequence; A youthful heart blackened by suffering This punishment, the consequence; can’t bury this transparency
In a moment all hope is lost and I count every heartbeat till they stop
I’ve made my mistakes I’ve learnt but the pain won’t go away and now we’ve ruined everything and it’s happening again I can’t stop falling to my knees but my brothers stand by me we toast to misery and drink up selfishly
As a youth I was totally empty you took me in finally someone accepts me but I strayed from the path you had set me I was a child and now you fucking resent me where’s your heart? where’s your mind? I’ve been through the dark but I still kept mine all I want is for us to be free but this world will never defeat me
I wade the through filt through each circle of hell tread so soft like I was walking on eggshells. and what I’ve learnt; if you hide your heart and fill your lungs with cold you’ll die young and alone
I’ve made my mistakes I’ve learnt but the pain won’t go away and now we’ve ruined everything and it’s happening again I can’t stop falling to my knees but my brothers stand by me we toast to misery and drink up selfishly
I wish I could take your heart and breathe love and give life
I’ve made my mistakes I’ve learnt but the pain won’t go away and now we’ve ruined everything and it’s happening again I can’t stop falling to my knees but my brothers stand by me we toast to misery and drink up selfishly