In passing, I'll see you and you'll see the ghost of who I was I'm shaking my sickly frame under sheets of someone else and it's desperate and it's violent, but it's something that I'm used to I'm frightened and I'm hiding from you and people that we knew//
I'm on my way out//
I'll carry my own torch and drop it burn myself alive cause in my darkest hours/ I'll release my light this riptide this current I'll swim against until I'm dead but I won't float and I can't sink 'cause I won't get off that easy//
I'm on my way out//
I'm not really here/ I'm just refracted light/ I'm the shadow in the water over everything/ you're a lucid dream/ you're a smoking gun/ a year of waiting and I'm still not hearing anything/ if I had a choice/ if I could see through you/ I'd let my darkness slip away and sing and bring in my light//