Ayo, before i start this song man, I just wanna thank everyone for being so patient And bearing with me over the past few years while I figure this shit out
(Hook)
Is anybody out there, It feels like I'm talking to myself No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I come from Can anybody hear me yeah, I guess I keep talking to myself Feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy
So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel That there is and let me know so I know that I'm not the only one
(Verse 1)
I went away I guess that opened up some lanes But there was no one who even knew I was going through growing pains Hatred was flowing through my veins, on the verge of going insane I almost made a song dissing Lil Wayne It's like I was jealous of him, cause of the attention he was getting I felt horrible about myself, he was spitting and I wasn't Anyone who was buzzing back then could of got it Almost went at Kanye too, god it feels like I'm going psychotic Thank god that I didn't do it I'd of had my ass handed to me, and I knew it But proof isn't here to see me through it I'm in the booth popping another pill, tryna talk myself into it Are you stupid? You gon' start dissing people for no reason Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even You're lying to yourself, you're slowing dying You're denying, your health is declining with your self esteem you're crying out for help
(Hook)
Is anybody out there, It feels like I'm talking to myself No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I come from Can anybody hear me yeah, I guess I keep talking to myself Feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy
So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel That there is and let me know so I know that I'm not the only one
(Verse 2)
Marshall, you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow All I know is I'm wallowing, self-loathing and hollow Bottoms up on the pill bottle, maybe I hit my bottom tomorrow My sorrow echos in this hall though But I must be talking to the wall though, I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talking to myself) But all these other rappers suck is all that I know I've turned into a hater, I put up a false mavado But Marshall is not an egomaniac, that's not his motto He's not a desperado, he's desperate, his thoughts are bottled Inside him, one foot on the brake, one of the throttle Falling asleep with writers block in the parking lot of Mcdonalds But instead of feeling sorry for yourself, do something about it Admit you got a problem, your brain is clouded You're powdered long enough, It isn't them, its you, you fucking baby Quit worrying bout what they do and do Shady, I'm fucking going crazy
(Hook)
Is anybody out there, It feels like I'm talking to myself No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I come from Can anybody hear me yeah, I guess I keep talking to myself Feels like I'm going insane, am I the one who's crazy
So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel That there is and let me know so I know that I'm not the only one
(Verse 3)
So I picked myself up off the ground, and fucking swam before I drowned Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice, advice this time around It's different, them last 2 albums didn't count Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing 'em out I've come to make it up to you, now no more fucking around I got something to prove to fans cause I feel like I let 'em