Every day I wake up lying on the floor I know it will be a day like all my days were before
I am alone but there is a dark something in me A thronging voice, and it won't leave me be
I curse these shadows that are clutching at my heart But I am too weak now to search for a new start
I know it's too late to turn back the hands of time Soon comes the day I'll just fade away and die And when I'm falling asleep forevermore I will remember a past never born
When I turned thirteen, it's when my fate took its course The day I lost childhood innocence I remember with remorse
Now I am sitting on the snow-clad curb stone God if you can hear me, please don't leave me alone
I know it's too late to turn back the hands of time Soon comes the day I'll just fade away and die And when I'm falling asleep forevermore I will remember a past never born
Now I am just dreaming Of a new dawn Where my heart is whole Not scarred and torn
The day draws nearer A herald of the end My life shall he a monument To you my friends
Now I see clearer What I gave away I am aware I'm lost I've gone astray
When my time has gone by Angels will mourn For a wasted life A past never born