I've been down just for a while Close my eyes and I am far away So far away from myself Take a breath and realize I'm too weak and hiding far away Far away behind my mask
Am I forsaken? Am I a coward? Am I a laughter? All I ever wanted is no more pain Just a little more brave Oh, blame, let me be the one...
Have you ever known what it's like to be? To bury all mistakes and prejudices
And when I exceed the line I admit I've lost control No amnesty for daunting and frightening you again
Reprieve me before I'm adjudged And save me before I fall I know I'm lost Don't judge me by my masquerade
Have you ever known what it's like to be? To bury all mistakes and fuck you
In this time of need you're gone It can't rain all the time I'll have to stay I'll have to die That I am sure
I have no illusions of immortality I will await my death Long before death finds me
I can't recall anything from yester-night Just a broken bottle right beside my empty bed My forsaken life is just a broken hell Insanity is hard to tell
And when I exceed the line I admit I've lost control No amnesty for daunting and frightening you once again
We each owe a death There are no exceptions But sometimes the green mile seems so long