three sleepless nights this isn't how it's supposed to be but you're so good at taking your time to get back to me
i will wait for you forever if you would just ask me i thought that i could change you but you changed me
but it doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand together on phone lines and living at two opposite ends
it scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me
but your head is elsewhere and i'm talking enough for both of us when will you see it's not (it's not)so easy for me
you careless and whispered insulting and bruising
and i thought that you said things were improving
these laces are untied but my feet are still walking away away
(i am far from your eyes, your eyes i trusted, you said forever) i never thought that you could say these words is this really happening? (don't say that we can still be friends)
erase my name from this page how can you take all these days (what is inside me what have i done) and throw them away (is this the only way that you will notice me) as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you) i stay up nights (if you are still pretending this is what's right) until stars leave the sky (why can't you look atme can you only see) knowing what my dreams can take away (sides, your side, can take away)