Is everything not enough? What more can I give up? Is there anyone that I can trust? I give you my all and you still take from me
[Verse 1]
Always been the type of dude that’ll feed my clique I know that without you fans I ain’t s**t but y’all better read my lips I don’t spit raps that’s ill for you to just hack and steal And leak my s**t so get my drift I hope y’all don’t think y’all helping me out and that s**t, that s**t’s stressing me out Nickle-nine is blowing up, Christmas time you should hang my album On top of your fireplace cause around that time my stocking is going up Feels like a victory bitter-sweet It’s bigger I get the bigger the wedge Between the relationship of me and my bigger bro, hear what I said Feels like this s**t was wished on me, everything I do for the n***a And the n***a know I would do anything for him But the n***a refuse to straight s******g on me Keeping your distance, probably best If you don’t wanna f**k with me but you know me Probably best, f**k pity, you want that? ? Tough titty, the problem’s you got a problem, you think that I’m already set So I’mma look down on you, just be proud of me, you already got my respect I ain’t trying to say something I regret So I’mma just stop chasing the pain Let you deal with the fact that we don’t get along cause I got a big face in the game Sometimes I feel like f**k my life I f**k with a few n****s that I know if my chick was the shady ho n****s wouldn’t think twice before they fucked my wife Guess that’s the difference in friends and associates I done been broke, I done been through the motions I don’t pay no attention to birds, I use my scope and I tend to the vultures No one ever blows up your phone just to talk I don’t make money just to loan it to y’all Tell a n***a that then you wilding It’s like dialing and then talking to a hole in the wall Please look at these expenses, these things is expensive If I gotta lend you money every time I see you Just to be your friend b***h I don’t really need your friendship
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[Verse 2]
I live in the public, I struggle with the fame Trouble is the pain grows double, give a f**k what you say When my music you take so ? just to give it away to people who don’t even appreciate flows motherfucker, I’m livid today as I break my back to give you my art, you steal my thoughts It’s like driving a spike through my heart You might not think it’s not that big of a deal to steal from me but music’s all I got Aside from a daughter, not to sound like a martyr but it’s getting harder Then I thought to not just go crazy, trapped in this house I’m about to just snap Am I not deserving of what I got? Did I not work for it? Put it all in every record I record Well then please tell me why on the ? happen and I keep rapping but I wonder sometimes is it worth all the bullshit Cause it feels like I’m down there ain’t no getting up from but I won’t let it get me down I won’t suck cum, I’m anything but glum so f**k em You’ll appreciate me when I’m gone, you’ll say it was ill, right? The way I kill mics or the way I feel right now, it just feels like I’m so done with this s**t I may as well wipe I have nothing else to give you, nothing left to contribute Farewell I bid you Before I go my last gift to you ladies and gentlemen Slaughterhouse I give you