I realize that my feelings are unfortunate and insignificant but it's hard to build immunity over time, especially overnight I guess for now I'll settle on conversations that are forced and meaningless and then wonder why I'm so depressed that I can't even cry anymore
this constant mid-life crisis is getting old I want to fall in love without being destroyed but if history has taught me anything I'll get the opposite of what I'd like to receive
I'll tune my heart to a different frequency remove this white noise regain some clarity become a better me