For all the times, you left me behind, I wish I could hate you but you’re still in my blood The blood that makes me drown. So helpless, So hopeless You lay there with your eyes closed, you just think of yourself You don’t listen to the things I say. And if you are the one to look up to, I will never raise my head again! If nothing happens without a reason, I guess there is no one to blame, dad. Why the fuck did you do this to us? So you left this book always unread, always unread, always unread. I WON’T FORGET! I WON’T FORGET! I WON’T FORGET! No. I know I have to leave you behind, You always destroyed the things given to me, Because you always loved yourself more than you ever loved us.