I wove an intricate catacomb, riddled with traps and old lost hideaways.. and stayed there alone. Convinced of my reasoning, there is no place for me where I'd belong, so this must be home. Familiar and comforting, to shut off from everything that's out of my control.
I don't want to be so closed, hiding away from the world. Making up reasons to fit the way I've been all along.
If I could go back and show myself all I was missing and figure a way to break through the shell, I might not be standing here wondering where I've been for all these years.
I don't want to be so closed, hiding away from the world. Making up reasons to fit the way I've been all along.