still remember the silence, the separation of life. The disconnecting conclusion, and the absence of light. Just please wake up. I'm not ready to watch you go. How can I still stand without a cornerstone? I watched your body decay, and slip away with the room. I still remember the sight, the body bag they slipped you into. I owe my life to you. Everything I've ever done. You were the reason I stayed, the reason I still carry on. With all this time we spend in tides, I made it through because of you. I was waiting on both knees praying for someone to save me. I watched the tear of my family to weight of tragedy. I met satan that day, his breath was filling the room. As you withered away there was nothing I could do. Where was the savior when I needed him? Where was the safety that they promised me? I lost my faith in grace that day, lost my leader, lost my streangth. I still carry you in my heart after all these years. Though my eyes still burn, you still comfort my fears. Where is this "god" now? He killed my savoir. I swear if I ever meet him, I will tear the "grace" from his hands. Please, please wake up.