I dig the soil with my bare hands I open circular wounds Craters of worms and broken nails I dig off those marble columns Extensions of my roots Will fit in there I look them deep down Till I feel them pulsing within
From each crack that opens up Warm dark blood rivers out I get my chest soaked in Summoning rebirth I chain myself to this primordial mud
My fingers like tentacles Spread to the light above Eyes are sealed In beloved silence my mind wonders Dragging lies and slimy shadows with each step
When the core is reached The bleeding stops I now stand still like a centenary tree Burnt inside Burning all that lies around
And when daily demons finally shrink in A vortex of gold leaves erupts in return
I inhale dozens of them Choking from this grace I puke black bile Drawing mandalas in the thick air
My eyes take fire Neck cracks back Forcing my face to the clouds It rains
My orbits are now steaming holes Getting slowly filled with peace Layers and layers of shining waves Find their way to my heart Ice meeting fire lights up the mind Till blackness is put at ease
And when distortion fades Flames get rest Tracing the path of blood I align a step after another And I’ll keep the rhythm till the source is reached
My inside is out Floating The outside is in Digging Tuned with soil and clouds I’m one with myself again