Declining, all color fading Defining, time coming for me Rescinding, my inspiration Receding consciousness
Back in the day, I can recall that, My thoughts were unclouded and sage There was no black staining the walls of my memories Now there's a haze pushing me sideways And leaving me nothing to gain Taking me back, locking me cold in disparity
Where was I meant to be? I feel I'm lost in a dream Long for the day I can be myself
When I'm free When my sun has set Released my soul forever I'll have no regret To be free I'll exist again No more lost endeavors Nothing to contend When I'm free
Color declines, all that defines me Is falling away, far behind Nothing to keep me with the time, the here and now
Where am I meant to be? I feel I'm lost in a dream Yearning again only to be myself
[Cure me, free me, help me, see me No more worry, no more losing Save me, near me, help me, hear me No more heartache, no misery Cure me, free me, help me, see me No more worry, no agony Save me, near me, help me, hear me No more heartache, no despairing (We despair) Cure me, free me, help me, see me No more worry, no repairing]
Time is just a concept And always the first thing to fade Agony and weakness Nothing we can ever evade Years are cruel, they break us Bringing on decay and despair Awareness and perception Something we can never repair
Freedom for me is all I'm really wanting, needing Give me power to break out I can't hold on for any longer My time has come to end it all
No one to blame, fate's only random It's nothing we'll ever explain So it remains
Where was I meant to be? I feel I'm lost in a dream Long for the day I can be myself
Free
When will I be unleashed? It's not the way it should be Yearning again only to be myself When I'm free