The risky tango between unhappiness and happiness My life is poetry I just breathe and it’s Rimbaud Even suffering can be a journey when you enjoy it Spent a season in hell but I only got a tan I’m good I smile for my dear mama I look exactly like my dad So if I cry, I’m afraid I would see him crying And I smile for my dad So no one will ever be hurt over my tears again Who cares if I can’t fly like before? I survived it I was lifted up then came down What built up wasn’t stress but mileage The world said, “The show’s over” With cold smiles and sneers Everyone pretending they can’t hear me And I came through Even the hate from my enemies who are still fired up Is fuel for my art So fuck you and thank you Curtain call Under my feet aren’t roses but arrows But I’ll never fall
I didn’t realize that the show was over No, I didn’t realize that the show was over I didn’t realize that the show was over No, I didn’t realize that the show was over
As time goes by, I only let out sighs Always blaming the heavens Pounding the floor in regret Isn’t that why I couldn’t fly or walk? Time passed and my vision kept walking in place It’s alright I may be standing still but my heart is always beating Just follow me and jump Before even my heart stops I used to breathe in the upper air Floating above the clouds But was it already time to open my parachute? They saw “Fevers End” blossoming and applauded But they took away one-third of my life So I told them, “Just watch, all of you” All you fuckers who stepped on us, thinking we were corpses, fuck you We back
I didn’t realize that the show was over. Don’t you tell me that it’s over. No, I didn’t realize that the show was over. Look at me now. You know that I’m here to stay. I didn’t realize that the show was over. Thank you. It was nice to know ya. No, I didn’t realize that the show was over. The show goes on.