* I hate you so much, I hate you because I love you Innocent tears and a bruised heart I am hurt and hurting
** I erase it all, I erase it because I might die Because I’m hurt to the point where I can’t take it anymore Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart
I guess it’s still too early to say I forgot you, it’s still a bit iffy I thought I could forget you easily but it’s not as easy as said It would’ve been better if you left me coldly at the end But you were so beautiful even till that moment You take up more space in me than I thought In your empty place, there is a wound called memories I am just looking at it, hoping that it won’t remain as a scar I am saying this so that you can’t hear So that my hidden heart won’t be discovered I am wandering, dizzy and drunk off of you
* Repeat
** Repeat
It’s so dark to the point where I can’t see the end It’s so deep – I think there’s still a long way to go I’m finally leaving on this sailboat called lingering attachments The wind is cold – I look around but there’s not a single light
** Repeat
A day passes and yet another day passes And I’m still looking for your empty spot and wandering The wind is so cold My heart is the same today I am erasing you in this rain
* Repeat
** Repeat
I hate you, I hate you crazily I hate you to death so I can’t just let you go like this I hate love, I hate you Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart