Take back those scars as you walk away with one last look, From a friendship that could have been much more. Nothing, nothing I did was not for you. Now I think to myself "why?" Crossing my fingers as I dial your number again. I've become accustomed to ring tones and the recorded sound of your voice. I try to pretend its nothing; all in my head. It seems that lately ignoring the facts has become my speciality. Farewells are a luxury few are ever afforded. From that last day we spoke, I never would have expected this from you. No explanation. No goodbyes. I see you for what you are. I've stood in silence, accepting every goodbye, and I've choked down so many excuses that I can't clear my throat to react. I am no better, but it's moments like these that lead me to question all we had, Goodbye, my "friend." Take all we had and run. Take all that I had and run away. All I fucking had and run away. Take all that you had and run away. At arm's length, further and further away. Over and over. Again and again.