I will measure the distance to lights by thousand seconds And my steps directed away to another coast I am guilty enough to turn back But I prefer to go to the bottom Ready to sold my past Ready to leave my memory with all It`s dirt and all It`s diamonds that diamonds are my demons that diamonds in my chest must be outcast And only light from the lighthouse on another side of ocean Eternity I`ve sacrificed 10 thousands cigarettes eleven lifes And soul sold out I can not live without disaster