something has come between me and the world that knew what I thought wild last is falling apart in the face of something new how can I explain that I had no choice the sound of the waves fills her ears and drowns out my voice and I am just too far away for her to believe what I say she could not hear me, she would not listen anyway
how can I write a letter the post is so slow if I am to disappoint her then that is something she ought to know I can just hear her voice fall as I wait here alone how can so much harm be done by just two minutes spent on the phone you say that things will get better but she would hate me if I let her and she reads so much in every word that I say
I thought that being apart would lust bring us some variety but after some time it seems clear that she is changed in a different way from me and I would like to shout at someone but no one is to blame it is just her it is just me and everything that is just not the same sometimes I would turn back the clock and recapture all that we've lost but I could not give up all that we have today