reconstructed mind of mine they call it a new way of thinking i'll become a man in no time it's the system that's controlling my moves hiding from this is a crime
i can't let the morality down i can't let myself soft i have no time of my own they're watching me and making me sure I follow orders i serve my country, my town
constant reminding we're gonna last is what I hear in patriotica speeches "we must protect our homeland" even if I don't want to, I'm not asked even if I don't care, i'm forced
i'm paying my dept to elderly i'm honoring the ones, who died i'm earning my place in society i'm a part of this national spine while I'm not sure of the side
and even though they're probably trying to avoid me feel, i still do nothing else but that, i still do nothing else but that
it's a cornered love, it's a fight against the world but we try and we try and we try, it was never meant to work pain doesn't go by, it's easier for mind heart finds it harder to survive
three months of agony, and i get out for the first time, free evening air of freedom dryes my mouth it's not like i wear jeans or something personality has been teared down
i'm a marked man when I walk around it's easy with spotty disguise i'm a thing, a thing without identity, not supposed to recognise or separate me from the crowd
yes, it's a fast-food dinner you came with such a short notice is that what I prayed for, at nights is that what I hoped out of this meet you here under those lights