you see me sometimes I'm so elated such adrenalin can flow I am in the heart now, such euphoria still I'm somehow saying 'no' a double world a double feeling a double mind a double meaning showing a double world I'm torn between a double will that's failing me, I know and oh, how its changing every day I'm tired of trying losing balance there's a double weakness showing I'm caught between them torn in pieces still forever saying 'no' and oh, how it changes every day.