ah you never thought I'd look so far away you never thought I'd look so far and your thinking and your saying that you know me now and your saying that you know me now always watching always preying always bringing down wanting to feel everything full-on time at half speed keep me in a need hungry for all that I see where everythings full-on trying the water before swimming fearing to fail holding on tight to the rails feeling that everythings pale but I crave the vivid worsening fears taking it head on crashing around making the right sort of sounds knowing that I'll hit the ground but still crave the vivid.